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Friday, January 30, 2009

just back not long ago.. After school went to climbasia to climb with Regina... long time never climb already because of my injured leg... so happy that i finally climb after so long like 2weeks... well climb about 4hours at there. try lots of different routes given by both of us lol... one of the route like 1000X i also haven finish it! omg try and try again but still can't =( ...yay but Regina climb finish the route yohoooo... Lol... well after climbing about 6pm+ when to had dinner with Regina and her family at Lavender... i felt so paiseh! Thanks Regina and her family =)

tomorrow is Lycée Français de Singapour under 12 and 14 competition... and sunday under 18...Wish Everyone good luck, All the BesT and JiaYou... seeya you all stands on the Rostrum okie... Lol ...

climbing around at 9:22 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

steamboat. i had this on 初一 & 初二 but i just didn't get down to posting them.. in fact.. this is round two.. one for lunch and one for dinner.. i like it when it's home-prepared, there's just a special feel to it. well, that bowl of abalone came from one can.. would have been great if there was more, ya?

i hope everyone enjoys this festive season. stay happy always.. =)

climbing around at 10:56 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy New Year everyone!!! Hope is not too late to say that...well now is like 2.15am... so tired i want to sleep...but post this up first... Today (1/26/09) i just had tuan yuan fan together with my whole family at here! ya my grandfather house... last night we brought so many food for the steamboats while there is still a lots of food... okie i talk less you see more...

steamboats My Favorite WahjongMahjongWahjong!!!
Black Jack!!!HEEHEE... CUTE HUH!!! =DWell my brother bought this cap for $60!!!

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climbing around at 1:53 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009

it's so nice to see all these goodies. i've got a pretty sweet tooth, and looking at these photos make me feel like getting them. chinese new year is the time when you see these things pile up at home. it's like the "official" time to snack and indulge. it's also the official off holidays that we get, so this is something that i really enjoy.

have you also noticed that the variety and choices keep increasing? decisions decisions decisions.. it's hard isn't it? =)

well all these goodies is for freeee... all given from my mother friends hehehe...

going to buy new year clothing by tomorrow! hope i can get what i like at last minute... got to go sleep... meeting A,H,K tomorrow =) seeya nite -_-

climbing around at 10:31 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

well injured my leg again... and it is at the old injury so i think this will be a permanent already.. so i need to be careful when im walking, climbing and everything related to legs i must be careful! and next Saturday is French school Competition (FSC) and can't train with all the climbers... when i see people being able to climb and i can't i like feel very up sad! and it is so unlucky that FSC is on the 6th day of Chinese new year lor... Because French people don't celebrate CNW...ah~ Stress Stress Stress!!! okieokie sorry to my poor leg... =(

climbing around at 9:33 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

new year's round the corner.. do we make resolutions then? or is it the english new year? anyway, do you keep to resolutions? i don't. i'm hopeless at it. so i think to myself, as long as i know what i'm doing and as long as i'm happy, that's the most important.

now that new year's coming, there are so many things that only "appear" during this period of time. generally i love plants and flowers. i've even attempted growing them myself before, though i can't say i've met with much success. so i've come to believe in what we call "green fingers" which i apparently don't have. but i'm still going to try.. again and again and again, till i have my own beautiful bloom.

climbing around at 10:07 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Happy Birthday Kailing =)

Wo~ lucky i done all my house work before i went out to meet the three little cute juniors... went out to had dinner with A, H & the b'day girl K....

first Photo with Amanda =)
Kailing you're so tell lor...H,A and mee
Thanks A, H & K invited me to had dinner with you all =) [Smile]
Tomorrow have to wake up early to go pray my grandma.. so ya tata -_- Nite!

climbing around at 2:13 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

have you ever felt played out before? have you ever had someone give you their word and then backed out on it? have you ever felt that when you trusted someone, they actually let you down and there's nothing you can do about it?

what does that feel like? it feels empty, and your heart just feels very very bad.. very bad. and it feels so heavy. i don't like this feeling. it's not even disappointment, it seems to have skipped that part of disappointment, and it's just gone straight to the heart of emptiness. why do people have to do that?

promises.. that is something that i value, something that i will always keep to. i believe in the value of promises. i believe that they should be kept to. why does it not apply to everyone?

im pissed off with today poa lesson! well having headache and illness for pass few days caused by stress! i think im stressed out with all my work..... have to train hard for French School competition coming 31 January and 1 February 2009... under 18 this year so ya last French com for me....

some problems at home... what Fairy godmum [ms. lee] say is true i must be strong......

climbing around at 11:42 PM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

during the dec holiday i had done the climbing board and i forgot to take picture of it...so this is how the climbing board looks like!

after training we bought the secondary 2 to campers corner to get their new equipments after that we went to haji lane...this narrow lane has a lot of interesting graffiti..but im still not sure what i feel about graffiti on old buildings/street/architecture..
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what the Fcuk sprained my old injury ankle again! why every time i will injure my leg before the next coming competition! angry!!!!!

goood luck for all seniors[Yun,Et,Xuan,Mad,Jun,MC] for their o'level result tmrw =)

climbing around at 7:20 PM

Thursday, January 8, 2009

i just found out today that i had hurt a friend some time back. she asked me about something that meant a great deal to her, and my response was "it's ok". my "ok" was really just a general term, it didn't mean that it was no big deal, it didn't mean that it was bad.. but to her, at that moment, i was a wet blanket.

but being friends, we talked about it and i'm apologetic for being insensitive. however, what happens if it happened between people who hardly know each other? would the consequences be worse? sometimes a single mistake can lead to many changes.. without you even knowing why. sometimes, you don't even know what the mistake was. it could be something you said which you felt didn't have any negative impact, something you did which wasn't meant to hurt.

sometimes being young, you don't think too much about what happens after. however, after going through mistakes, we learn from it. but we must first be told of it.. isn't it? i tend to tell my friends when i'm upset, to let them know how i feel, and why i'm feeling this way. and vice versa. communication.. it's a 2-way thing isn't it?

but there are of course, others who choose not to tell you why. and when you find out, you start thinking to yourself, "hey, i didn't mean it that way! why didn't she ask me?" you get hurt when someone doubts you, when someone wrongs you. and yet, sometimes, you're not given the chance to clarify till it's too late.

mistakes.. it's human nature.
communication.. it takes practice and courage.
to forgive.. it's a decision you make.
to move on.. it's to learn from it and forgive yourself.

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this week i have so many staff to do. and this week have 4 days training! Mon,wed,Thur and this coming sat! well after training 5.30 i did not went home straight... i just wait until its 6+ then went home it is because im so tired after training and my family still wanted me to cook for them! and after that have to do account work like almost everyday! if this still continue happen... it will kill me one of the day!

Oh yah, Limziyun and Tanyixuan yes man your bubble tea! Lol see what a good junior of me climb finish the roof... hahaha

climbing around at 9:46 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

spirit of giving.. or taking?
i sometimes leave my shoes at the shoe rack outside my door. well.. they got stolen.. not one, but two pairs. in fact, i was just wondering - if i put more than 2 pairs out there, would they be gone too? let me take stock: one pair of nike shoes, and one pair of sandals.

why would anyone want to take them? i wouldn't want to use the word steal.. it's a little harsh.. however i would like to say i really do like those two pairs very much. perhaps that particular someone really liked the design of my shoes so much and since the size fits.. why not? let me take it as a compliment.. someone liked my shoes enough to take it..

looking past that, let's shift the perspective from "losing something" to "giving something".. that would really make all the difference wouldn't it? on the bright side, i didn't lose something of sentimental value. so.. i just hope that particular someone really likes the "gift"...

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Tomorrow have poa lesson... well haven done his work at all! got to die soon man! ok ok i go do now then seeya again... goodnight bye bye

climbing around at 1:01 AM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Today Ms.Chan HM gave me a gift. i like it and i don't bear to use it is BECAUSE ready very NICE... don't believe? see man!

Nice Rite? really don't bear

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i forgot my password. and i've been trying a million possibilities to log in. this happens to me rather frequently, i've got limited memory space for passwords. sometimes it's a total blank as to what i entered. i don't know if this happens to anyone, but i don't know my own home number. i've developed a reliance on my mobile's phonebook. and i mean.. why would i need to call myself?

i think this is what advancement in technology does to you. i used to be able to remember my friends' phone numbers, but right now, i think i would be totally clueless if i lost my mobile. we've developed a kind of reliance on these gadgets, so what happens if it's taken away one day? or if it fails to work? anyway, i've always been a notebook kind of girl, i still like it the old-note-taking way. i'm lost in a PDA world. hahaha

Thanks Zi Yun ya for helping me to solve some problem! =) Love you lots Muack!!!

climbing around at 12:13 AM

Friday, January 2, 2009

sometimes when i'm listening to a song, a single note stands out from the music. be it from a bell, a triangle, or from chimes.. or maybe a sharp musical note that just doesn't blend with the whole feel of the music. perhaps i'm more sensitive to music, with its myriad layering of different instruments. maybe also through dance, when we sometimes choreograph the movements to the underlying rather than the main melody.

it's the same as life isn't it? a melody is played.. and what do we listen to? our hearts, our minds, or to the external influences surrounding us? do we go with the flow or do we strike that sharp note? or are we that voice that sings?

climbing around at 11:54 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Yesterday wanted to go Vivo City to Countdown with Jeaniuses... but so sad mother don't allow me to go... Went out with Fairy godmum to Park Way Parade from 11.30 to 4pm... we went to Dome Cafe and broght some practices exercise books... Oyes and she bought me 2 bar of Old Gold Dark Chocolate [Liqueur Flavoured Selection] there is coffee, irish creme, hazelnut and orange Liqueur flavour Yummy....

Ahha bought the 8days that Jeanette aw on the cover page Dome Cafe Looks like a cow or a PIG LOL haha Old Gold Dark Chocolate...Liqueur flavour Yummy....
=( this is all what i have to do now

do we find ourselves buried in work all the time? when was the last time you had time for yourself? to just spend a quiet moment? it's a brand new year starting from today.. are there plans to make this year any different from the one we just had?

happy 2009! =)

climbing around at 6:24 PM